As much as I love Christmas, a part of me dreads it at the same time. I think it stems back to when I was a kid. Since my parents were divorced, I was bounced around my entire Christmas break trying to attend a million Christmases at different relatives homes and I would get sick every year. Now that I have kids, the stress is even greater. Between relatives and presents and non-stop schedules, I am exhausted. Well yesterday my Christmas got a little worse.
My step-mom told me that my dad was diagnosed with skin cancer. It's basal cell carcinoma - which is the best kind of cancer to have if you're going to get cancer. Basically it means it hasn't spread, it's very common, and treatment involves cutting it out. He won't need radiation or chemotherapy. Although that is a relief, it's bringing little comfort at the moment. For one, as soon as I hear cancer, I immediately have bad thoughts. Second, my grandfather (my dad's dad) died from skin cancer. He had melanoma but still...If it was any other family member I might not be so worried. But my dad takes no responsibility for himself or his actions. He didn't even ask the doctor any questions when they told him he had cancer.
The thing that makes me feel the worst is that I am angry. I am not sad, I am not sympathetic. I'm just pissed. He sits outside and fries - the man doesn't tan. AND he has no plans of changing. They are going to Key West for Christmas and he told my step-mom that he wasn't going to wear sunscreen b/c he sees no reason to change anything. His father DIED from this disease and he sees no reason to protect himself. This is a man who smokes like a chimney and told my sister that if he developed lung cancer then it was God's choice, so why should he quit. I have a strong desire to beat the shit out of him. Speaking of my sister, he didn't even tell her about it. Why would they bother telling me and not tell her?? You can't pick and choose which of your children you're going to tell you have cancer and which one your not going to say anything too. It's either both or neither.
I'm really sorry for complaining but I had to get this out tonight. I'm having Christmas dinner with them tomorrow and I was afraid I would explode on him if I didn't get it out. Then again, maybe an explosion is what he needs. Maybe he needs someone to beat some sense into his thick skull before he kills himself via complacentcy. Also, I'd like to thank Courtney. She made me feel so much better about the whole thing this afternoon. Unfortunately the anger hasn't worn off yet.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Ella's Third Birthday - times 3!
I am a very bad mom. After two years of hosting a birthday party for Ella, I opted out this year. First I had issues getting all of our family members together on one date and then we had a million Thanksgivings to attend...I just lacked the energy for it this year. Next year we will have a big party and invite everyone. This year, we had three seperate parties with each set of grandparents/aunts.
The first one was at my mom's. Aside from Nana and Pappy, Aunt Jessica and Uncle Tom were able to make it. Plus we had a surprise guest, Colleen (my sister's best friend), who cracked us up with her odd noises and love of DQ ice cream cake (vomit!).
On Ella's actual birthday, I took her to McDonalds for lunch. This is a big deal because I NEVER take her for fast food, but I made an exception for her birthday. Then Scratchy and Gammy came over and we had a delicious dinner at Marcella's (my favorite restaurant). Ella had opened her presents before we left but after dinner we took Ella to Toys R Us to pick out a new toy. Thankfully she didn't pick anything that we had already bought her for Christmas! The poor girl didn't know what to do because it's not often that we go to a store and let her buy whatever she wants. She finally decided on a Veterinarian kit that came with a dog, a pet carrier, and all the medical supplies you would need incase a stuffed animal gets sick or injured. It was a great pick!
Her third birthday party happened on Saturday when Jason's parents and sister came down from Michigan. Ella opened more presents, we went out to eat again, and took her to Build-A-Bear to make a stuffed Tiger that she picked out and proceeded to call "Kangaroo". Grandma made her a beautiful strawberry cake and we all sang to her once again. The next day Ella told me that she wants to be two years old and not three. When I asked her why, she said she wanted to have another birthday. She's a smart girl!
The first one was at my mom's. Aside from Nana and Pappy, Aunt Jessica and Uncle Tom were able to make it. Plus we had a surprise guest, Colleen (my sister's best friend), who cracked us up with her odd noises and love of DQ ice cream cake (vomit!).
On Ella's actual birthday, I took her to McDonalds for lunch. This is a big deal because I NEVER take her for fast food, but I made an exception for her birthday. Then Scratchy and Gammy came over and we had a delicious dinner at Marcella's (my favorite restaurant). Ella had opened her presents before we left but after dinner we took Ella to Toys R Us to pick out a new toy. Thankfully she didn't pick anything that we had already bought her for Christmas! The poor girl didn't know what to do because it's not often that we go to a store and let her buy whatever she wants. She finally decided on a Veterinarian kit that came with a dog, a pet carrier, and all the medical supplies you would need incase a stuffed animal gets sick or injured. It was a great pick!
Her third birthday party happened on Saturday when Jason's parents and sister came down from Michigan. Ella opened more presents, we went out to eat again, and took her to Build-A-Bear to make a stuffed Tiger that she picked out and proceeded to call "Kangaroo". Grandma made her a beautiful strawberry cake and we all sang to her once again. The next day Ella told me that she wants to be two years old and not three. When I asked her why, she said she wanted to have another birthday. She's a smart girl!
Daddy and Chub Chub
Aunt Jess and Ella were hiding from me - but I found them!
The only kind of icecream cake we Jenkins girls will eat! Gotta love Cold Stone!
Opening presents from Aunt Jess.
At Marcella's
Mmmm...profiteroles!!
Ella's cake that Grandma Slentz made.
More presents!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Thanksgiving Part 1
Having divorced parents has it's benefits. One of them is that each holiday is celebrated twice and Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday! I mean, what's better than stuffing your face with tons of delicious food and then taking a nap?? Nothing. Today was Thanksgiving at my dad's house.
It began with some conflict. Since it is the Saturday before Thanksgiving, it is also the same day as the Ohio State/Michigan game. Last year was the same and I hardly saw any of the game so when I realized my dad and step-mom wanted to do it again this year I was slightly put out but Jason was extremely annoyed. First of all, he is from Michigan, so he's obviously a Michigan fan. And he HATES watching the game with all Ohio State fans. I don't blame him. I can't even imagine watching the game with all Michigan fans! Second, we have this very nice, large flat screen TV and my parents don't.
Well, Jason immediately said he wasn't going and I became defensive (which is a nice way of saying I was pissed!). It's Thanksgiving and it's my family and he would get over it. Besides, if he didn't go then I would be stuck taking care of the kids by myself and I wouldn't get to see any of the game! Why should I be the only one that has to suffer?
After bitching to my sister, she convinced me that I was being selfish and I should let him stay home. Jason was very grateful and he's going to make it up to me by taking care of the kids all day tomorrow. (Not that I get to do anything fun...I have a ton of reading to catch up on but that is beside the point!)
While Jason was watching the game in peace and quiet, Ella, Seren, Grace and I were hanging with my dad, Linda, Amanda (my step-sister) and Gary (Amanda's husband). We had a great time, even though I missed most of the game...again! (I did manage to catch a majority of the interceptions Michigan threw, hehe). We ate a ton of turkey (my all time favorite thing to eat) and all of the traditional Thanksgiving sides. The kids behaved themselves, although Seren was slightly grumpy towards the end. Gammy (Linda) took Ella and Grace to the park and they had a great time. I guess there was a stage there for local bands or something and the kids sang for Gammy. It was their favorite part. They are both the biggest stage hams!
All in all, Jason and I have a lot to be grateful for, even though he deserted me today. It all evens out in the end...Michigan hasn't beaten OSU since we started dating. HAHAHAHA! I get bragging rights for another year :)
It began with some conflict. Since it is the Saturday before Thanksgiving, it is also the same day as the Ohio State/Michigan game. Last year was the same and I hardly saw any of the game so when I realized my dad and step-mom wanted to do it again this year I was slightly put out but Jason was extremely annoyed. First of all, he is from Michigan, so he's obviously a Michigan fan. And he HATES watching the game with all Ohio State fans. I don't blame him. I can't even imagine watching the game with all Michigan fans! Second, we have this very nice, large flat screen TV and my parents don't.
Well, Jason immediately said he wasn't going and I became defensive (which is a nice way of saying I was pissed!). It's Thanksgiving and it's my family and he would get over it. Besides, if he didn't go then I would be stuck taking care of the kids by myself and I wouldn't get to see any of the game! Why should I be the only one that has to suffer?
After bitching to my sister, she convinced me that I was being selfish and I should let him stay home. Jason was very grateful and he's going to make it up to me by taking care of the kids all day tomorrow. (Not that I get to do anything fun...I have a ton of reading to catch up on but that is beside the point!)
While Jason was watching the game in peace and quiet, Ella, Seren, Grace and I were hanging with my dad, Linda, Amanda (my step-sister) and Gary (Amanda's husband). We had a great time, even though I missed most of the game...again! (I did manage to catch a majority of the interceptions Michigan threw, hehe). We ate a ton of turkey (my all time favorite thing to eat) and all of the traditional Thanksgiving sides. The kids behaved themselves, although Seren was slightly grumpy towards the end. Gammy (Linda) took Ella and Grace to the park and they had a great time. I guess there was a stage there for local bands or something and the kids sang for Gammy. It was their favorite part. They are both the biggest stage hams!
All in all, Jason and I have a lot to be grateful for, even though he deserted me today. It all evens out in the end...Michigan hasn't beaten OSU since we started dating. HAHAHAHA! I get bragging rights for another year :)
Before we left.
Chubba!
and the Bear!!
Gammy, Scratchy, and the grandbabies.
Aunt Amanda and Uncle Gary
My babies :)
Sesame Street Live!
Oh what a day! Yesterday morning started out slightly hectic and continued that way for the remainder of the day. First I had to get up early so that I could be showered and ready before the kiddies got up. (Usually I don't shower until mid-morning - it's not like I have somewhere I need to be!) Then, instead of the typical cereal for breakfast, I made Ella a high protein breakfast of eggs and sausages to keep her full until lunchtime. After rushing Grace to school, I rushed home to gather all of Seren's things together for her morning stay with Nana. I got all the way to my mom's house before I realized I left the tickets on the kitchen counter. So Ella and I drove all the way home and managed to get to Nationwide right on time. At least, that's what I thought was happening...
Before we left, Ella asked if she could wear her new shoes. I didn't think that would be a problem, so she did. Five steps out of the car and Ella started complaining about how her shoes were hurting her feet. I took a quick peek and sure enough - she had blisters on her heels! I ended up carrying Ella several blocks to Nationwide Arena. This included going up and down stairs.
Anyway, we get there and I'm slightly out of breathe from power walking with an extra 30 pounds attached to my hip. I unzip my purse to hand the guy our tickets only to be unable to find them! Like the flake I am, I had left them in the car. Well, I definitely didn't want to run Ella all the way back to the car, so I asked the guy if there was any chance he could look up our tickets. He could not, but the people at the box office might be able to help me. The box office was alllllllll the way on the other side of the HUGE building. By this point, the show has started and I am sprinting! Meanwhile, Ella's shoes keep falling off of her feet. I am running approximately 50 feet before having to backtrack 10 feet, bend over (all the while, holding Ella), putting her shoe back on, running another 50 feet, etc.
We finally make it to the box office and they were able to print me two new tickets. I tried to get Ella to walk for a little while but I could tell she was in a lot of pain. I picked her back up and high-tailed it back to the other side of the building. This included going up more stairs, running through the building, and going back down stairs. We managed to get there and only missed 10 minutes of the show. As soon as we sat down and Ella saw Elmo, she became very excited and it was all worth it.
I was afraid that Ella would be slightly disappointed with the show. I remember when my parents took me, I thought I was going to the actual Sesame Street and that I would get to hang out with Big Bird just like the kids on the show get to do. But I explained to Ella before hand that she wouldn't be able to talk to Elmo and that he was just going to sing and dance for her. It must've worked because Ella was completely captivated the entire time. She just stared at the characters and became especially happy whenever Elmo was on stage. She clapped after every song and danced in her chair. During intermission, I was going to buy her a t-shirt but they were selling these ridiculously huge Elmo head balloons. As soon as she saw it, she wanted it so that's what she got. She has been carrying it around for the last two days.
Of course I had to carry Ella all the way back to the car after the show was over. Needless to say, my arms, legs, and back are KILLING me today! This morning, right after breakfast, Ella informed me that she wanted to go see Elmo today. I told her we would go visit him next year...and she will be wearing tennis shoes!
Before we left, Ella asked if she could wear her new shoes. I didn't think that would be a problem, so she did. Five steps out of the car and Ella started complaining about how her shoes were hurting her feet. I took a quick peek and sure enough - she had blisters on her heels! I ended up carrying Ella several blocks to Nationwide Arena. This included going up and down stairs.
Anyway, we get there and I'm slightly out of breathe from power walking with an extra 30 pounds attached to my hip. I unzip my purse to hand the guy our tickets only to be unable to find them! Like the flake I am, I had left them in the car. Well, I definitely didn't want to run Ella all the way back to the car, so I asked the guy if there was any chance he could look up our tickets. He could not, but the people at the box office might be able to help me. The box office was alllllllll the way on the other side of the HUGE building. By this point, the show has started and I am sprinting! Meanwhile, Ella's shoes keep falling off of her feet. I am running approximately 50 feet before having to backtrack 10 feet, bend over (all the while, holding Ella), putting her shoe back on, running another 50 feet, etc.
We finally make it to the box office and they were able to print me two new tickets. I tried to get Ella to walk for a little while but I could tell she was in a lot of pain. I picked her back up and high-tailed it back to the other side of the building. This included going up more stairs, running through the building, and going back down stairs. We managed to get there and only missed 10 minutes of the show. As soon as we sat down and Ella saw Elmo, she became very excited and it was all worth it.
I was afraid that Ella would be slightly disappointed with the show. I remember when my parents took me, I thought I was going to the actual Sesame Street and that I would get to hang out with Big Bird just like the kids on the show get to do. But I explained to Ella before hand that she wouldn't be able to talk to Elmo and that he was just going to sing and dance for her. It must've worked because Ella was completely captivated the entire time. She just stared at the characters and became especially happy whenever Elmo was on stage. She clapped after every song and danced in her chair. During intermission, I was going to buy her a t-shirt but they were selling these ridiculously huge Elmo head balloons. As soon as she saw it, she wanted it so that's what she got. She has been carrying it around for the last two days.
Of course I had to carry Ella all the way back to the car after the show was over. Needless to say, my arms, legs, and back are KILLING me today! This morning, right after breakfast, Ella informed me that she wanted to go see Elmo today. I told her we would go visit him next year...and she will be wearing tennis shoes!
She couldn't believe she was seeing Elmo!
Elmo!
Ella and her balloon.
She was so excited!
Zoe was greeting everyone in the aisle.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
It Figures
This week marks the official start of the holidays for me. Friday I am taking Ella to Sesame Street Live (something about Elmo having a green thumb) for her birthday! Saturday we are celebrating Thanksgiving at my dad's. It is also a holiday b/c it's the Ohio State/Michigan game. Usually I'm pretty pumped, but Michigan is really bad this year and OSU is definitely going to the Rose Bowl whether we win or not. I don't feel the pressure, hopefully the players don't feel it either! But I digress...
So after our faux Thanksgiving, that Thursday is actual Thanksgiving. On Friday, my sister is coming over to make some lasagna. It sounds odd, but I have this recipe for a sauce that is delicious. I don't make it that often because it takes all day but it is completely worth it. Saturday is Ella's family birthday party, then Tuesday is Ella's actual birthday, and it goes on and on like this until New Years! (Whew! I'm exhausted just thinking about it!)
I spent the weekend cleaning and shopping. Yesterday I hit up Easton. I started at Baby Gap. I live in there. Then since it has been my goal to try all three holiday flavors from Starbucks, I headed that way. There are only three flavors but I love peppermint mocha so much it's hard for me to order anything else. Yesterday I finally tried eggnog latte. It is my least favorite. The other two are way better! I also met up with Bryan for some lunch. (Yes, he's still alive. No, he hasn't met his stalker yet.) I bought some great stocking stuffers at Restoration Hardware. I have to buy a ton of stuff because our stockings are pretty long. I browsed around Pottery Barn Kids for awhile until I realized the OSU/Iowa game was about to start!
Today, Jason and I went to Toys R Us to try to find Ella one of those cars that she can drive around in for her birthday. The only one we really liked was a black Cadillac Escalade but they were out. Now we will have to hunt for one. We spent the rest of the afternoon at the Polaris mall trying to find Christmas dresses for the girls. I found the cutest little Burberry dress for Chubba but I couldn't justify spending that much money on something she would only wear once. Needless to say, neither of them has a dress :( I felt like I did a lot of shopping with very few results.
On a side note, while Jason was hanging a curtain rod in Ella's room he had to use a drill. The first few times he started it, Seren would look slightly frightened but seemed okay. Then he started actually drilling into the wall. I was holding her but I could see her reflection in the window...it was not good. She went from scared to completely terrified and then rape screamed and buried her head into my chest! It was so sad and so funny at the same time. Poor thing! She never cried though. She's so tough!
Here are some pics of this weekend:
So after our faux Thanksgiving, that Thursday is actual Thanksgiving. On Friday, my sister is coming over to make some lasagna. It sounds odd, but I have this recipe for a sauce that is delicious. I don't make it that often because it takes all day but it is completely worth it. Saturday is Ella's family birthday party, then Tuesday is Ella's actual birthday, and it goes on and on like this until New Years! (Whew! I'm exhausted just thinking about it!)
I spent the weekend cleaning and shopping. Yesterday I hit up Easton. I started at Baby Gap. I live in there. Then since it has been my goal to try all three holiday flavors from Starbucks, I headed that way. There are only three flavors but I love peppermint mocha so much it's hard for me to order anything else. Yesterday I finally tried eggnog latte. It is my least favorite. The other two are way better! I also met up with Bryan for some lunch. (Yes, he's still alive. No, he hasn't met his stalker yet.) I bought some great stocking stuffers at Restoration Hardware. I have to buy a ton of stuff because our stockings are pretty long. I browsed around Pottery Barn Kids for awhile until I realized the OSU/Iowa game was about to start!
Today, Jason and I went to Toys R Us to try to find Ella one of those cars that she can drive around in for her birthday. The only one we really liked was a black Cadillac Escalade but they were out. Now we will have to hunt for one. We spent the rest of the afternoon at the Polaris mall trying to find Christmas dresses for the girls. I found the cutest little Burberry dress for Chubba but I couldn't justify spending that much money on something she would only wear once. Needless to say, neither of them has a dress :( I felt like I did a lot of shopping with very few results.
On a side note, while Jason was hanging a curtain rod in Ella's room he had to use a drill. The first few times he started it, Seren would look slightly frightened but seemed okay. Then he started actually drilling into the wall. I was holding her but I could see her reflection in the window...it was not good. She went from scared to completely terrified and then rape screamed and buried her head into my chest! It was so sad and so funny at the same time. Poor thing! She never cried though. She's so tough!
Here are some pics of this weekend:
This is how Seren fell asleep last night...trying to escape.
It might be time to take out the bumpers!
Ella was ready for the game. (She posed like this all on her own!)
She's such a camera ham!
Ella says, "O-H!"
My smiley baby :)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Creeper
This post is for Bryan who just realized that I have a blog and was very excited (although I'm sure he won't be once he reads it!).
Okay, so either I am really out of touch with what is going on outside of my little world or I'm really naive. Either way, did you know that there is a section on Craigslist called "missed connections"? This is where stalkers post to people they are...well...stalking. And cute little Bryan is being stalked! This guy has been watching him walk to work and back, has stared him down on the corner, and figured out his name, all without Bryan having a clue this was going on!! How creepy is that??!!!! And then, instead of talking to him face to face, he posted his stalkings on Craigslist and asked Bryan to contact him! I am dying. I just keep reading it over and over. I didn't know this was happening. A part of me is worried that someone is out there posting about me and I am clueless, but I'm too afraid to check!
Good luck Bry! I'll be sure to call the police if I don't hear from you for a couple of days :)
Here are a few pics of Bryan so that maybe others can stalk him as well!
Okay, so either I am really out of touch with what is going on outside of my little world or I'm really naive. Either way, did you know that there is a section on Craigslist called "missed connections"? This is where stalkers post to people they are...well...stalking. And cute little Bryan is being stalked! This guy has been watching him walk to work and back, has stared him down on the corner, and figured out his name, all without Bryan having a clue this was going on!! How creepy is that??!!!! And then, instead of talking to him face to face, he posted his stalkings on Craigslist and asked Bryan to contact him! I am dying. I just keep reading it over and over. I didn't know this was happening. A part of me is worried that someone is out there posting about me and I am clueless, but I'm too afraid to check!
Good luck Bry! I'll be sure to call the police if I don't hear from you for a couple of days :)
Here are a few pics of Bryan so that maybe others can stalk him as well!
Ella and Uncle Bryguy at Shan's wedding.
Who wouldn't want to stalk both of us?!
This is how we used to rock it in college. If only the creepster could see him dance...we probably wouldn't have a stalker situation anymore!! haha, love you B!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Where Have I Been??
I am happy to announce that I aced my exam last week! I thought that I would have some spare time after the test but I think I have less! I added three classes to my schedule and need to have them completed by the end of January so I've been more frazzled than usual. (I don't know why I do this to myself!)
What have we been up to this week? Quite a bit actually. Our house only has three bedrooms which has left Seren bedroomless until recently. We have a bonus room upstairs that was serving as a playroom/family room but is now being converted into the largest bedroom in the house! I guess big Chubbas need big bedrooms! I hate to lose the bonus room but we don't really have any other options right now. None of this was supposed to be a problem. Originally, we were only planning on living here until Ella started Kindergarten but with the housing market in crisis, I don't think we'll be moving anytime soon. So Jason moved all of the toys down to our actual family room, which would be fine except Ella loves to make a mess!
Now I need to pick out new paint, find some new curtains, order new lighting and some shelving, and see if we can have a door frame/door installed. This sounds like an after Christmas project to me...
Speaking of Christmas, I almost fell over on Saturday when I got in the car and heard Christmas songs playing on the radio. It seems too early for that, however I am almost done shopping! Ella and Grace are ready to go. Seren still needs a few things but I know what I'm getting everyone else. I'm so relieved! I plan to be completely finished before Thanksgiving. I also have most of Ella's birthday shopping done too including tickets to see Sesame Street Live! Ella is really excited to see Elmo. She mentions it everyday! Thankfully my mom wanted to have Ella's party at her house this year so that will save me a lot of cooking, cleaning, decorating, etc. All I have to bring is the cake! ...oh, and Ella!
I can't believe my baby is going to be three in just three weeks!! The good news is that Seren will be turning 6 months just a few days before Ella turns three so I can take them to the doctor for their check-ups at the same time. At least Ella doesn't have to have any more shots for a few years. They are so funny together! Seren just loves Ella's craziness and Ella is constantly checking on Seren and trying to get her to laugh. Ella has been especially helpful during tummy time and is very good about sharing her toys (except when Seren tries to eat them!).
The weather has been exceptionally warm the last few days so we have been spending a lot of time outside. I took the girls to the park yesterday. For whatever reason, Seren was not impressed with the swings. I think she was afraid that Ella was going to fall off or something. It was the only time she fussed.
While we were there, Ella started telling me this long story about how she's not supposed to talk to strangers and that if one tries to talk to her she should start screaming, "Daddy!" I thought it was pretty funny and I asked Jason about it last night thinking that he had talked to her about strangers but he had no idea where she picked that up. Somebody must've said something to her about this. It definitely wasn't me. Ella would sooner die than run off with someone she didn't know. The other day she began screaming at Easton when she couldn't see me (I was directly behind her). If someone ever tried to take her, they wouldn't get too far. She would be in hysterics!
On Saturday Ella, Seren, and I went for a long walk around the neighborhood and played on the little community playground. It was the first time Ella has gotten her hands dirty without freaking out. She's such a priss!! It was very windy and Chubba didn't appreciate not being able to coo. Every time she tried, the wind would blow which would startle her and stop her in mid-coo. It was fun to see her frustration! (Does that make me a bad mom?)
My biggest project this week is trying to get Ella to stop saying "I can't." If she is having trouble doing something, she immediately stops trying and gives up. I don't know where this came from but it's driving me nuts. Especially when it's things I know she can do - like dress herself. I've been telling her that it takes practice and to keep trying and to work hard but it's very frustrating that she gives up so easily. Jason thinks it's just a phase...I hope so!! I just wish I knew where this was coming from so that I could put a stop to it! Any advice is welcome!
What have we been up to this week? Quite a bit actually. Our house only has three bedrooms which has left Seren bedroomless until recently. We have a bonus room upstairs that was serving as a playroom/family room but is now being converted into the largest bedroom in the house! I guess big Chubbas need big bedrooms! I hate to lose the bonus room but we don't really have any other options right now. None of this was supposed to be a problem. Originally, we were only planning on living here until Ella started Kindergarten but with the housing market in crisis, I don't think we'll be moving anytime soon. So Jason moved all of the toys down to our actual family room, which would be fine except Ella loves to make a mess!
Now I need to pick out new paint, find some new curtains, order new lighting and some shelving, and see if we can have a door frame/door installed. This sounds like an after Christmas project to me...
Speaking of Christmas, I almost fell over on Saturday when I got in the car and heard Christmas songs playing on the radio. It seems too early for that, however I am almost done shopping! Ella and Grace are ready to go. Seren still needs a few things but I know what I'm getting everyone else. I'm so relieved! I plan to be completely finished before Thanksgiving. I also have most of Ella's birthday shopping done too including tickets to see Sesame Street Live! Ella is really excited to see Elmo. She mentions it everyday! Thankfully my mom wanted to have Ella's party at her house this year so that will save me a lot of cooking, cleaning, decorating, etc. All I have to bring is the cake! ...oh, and Ella!
I can't believe my baby is going to be three in just three weeks!! The good news is that Seren will be turning 6 months just a few days before Ella turns three so I can take them to the doctor for their check-ups at the same time. At least Ella doesn't have to have any more shots for a few years. They are so funny together! Seren just loves Ella's craziness and Ella is constantly checking on Seren and trying to get her to laugh. Ella has been especially helpful during tummy time and is very good about sharing her toys (except when Seren tries to eat them!).
The weather has been exceptionally warm the last few days so we have been spending a lot of time outside. I took the girls to the park yesterday. For whatever reason, Seren was not impressed with the swings. I think she was afraid that Ella was going to fall off or something. It was the only time she fussed.
While we were there, Ella started telling me this long story about how she's not supposed to talk to strangers and that if one tries to talk to her she should start screaming, "Daddy!" I thought it was pretty funny and I asked Jason about it last night thinking that he had talked to her about strangers but he had no idea where she picked that up. Somebody must've said something to her about this. It definitely wasn't me. Ella would sooner die than run off with someone she didn't know. The other day she began screaming at Easton when she couldn't see me (I was directly behind her). If someone ever tried to take her, they wouldn't get too far. She would be in hysterics!
On Saturday Ella, Seren, and I went for a long walk around the neighborhood and played on the little community playground. It was the first time Ella has gotten her hands dirty without freaking out. She's such a priss!! It was very windy and Chubba didn't appreciate not being able to coo. Every time she tried, the wind would blow which would startle her and stop her in mid-coo. It was fun to see her frustration! (Does that make me a bad mom?)
Chubba trying to coo.
Eventually, she gave up. Poor baby!
Ella was enjoying the wind!
She's going to miss being outside...
My biggest project this week is trying to get Ella to stop saying "I can't." If she is having trouble doing something, she immediately stops trying and gives up. I don't know where this came from but it's driving me nuts. Especially when it's things I know she can do - like dress herself. I've been telling her that it takes practice and to keep trying and to work hard but it's very frustrating that she gives up so easily. Jason thinks it's just a phase...I hope so!! I just wish I knew where this was coming from so that I could put a stop to it! Any advice is welcome!
Monday, November 2, 2009
Happy Halloween!
Last weekend, Jason took Grace and Ella to a pumpkin farm in Galena while I had to stay home and study. (He always gets to do the fun stuff!) They picked out their pumpkins, went on a hayride, and (Ella's favorite) got to pet some farm animals. When they came home, the only thing Ella wanted carved into her pumpkin was her name, so that's what she got.
Thursday was our trick or treat night. My dad and step-mom came over, along with Jason's best friend and his son, Carter. My step-mom, Linda, stayed at the house with Seren to pass out candy while the rest of us took the kids door-to-door. They had a great time collecting candy and I have to say, Ella looked especially cute. Since she was born, I have referred to her as "The Bear" and every year I look for a bear costume. This year I found a very cute one at Pottery Barn Kids. I was very excited! Especially since this will probably be the last time I get to choose her costume for her.
Poor Seren was stuck in Ella's old spider costume. I kind of feel bad about not getting her an original costume, but it's a lot of money to spend on something she only wore for 20 minutes. She still looked adorable! Maybe next year...
Thursday was our trick or treat night. My dad and step-mom came over, along with Jason's best friend and his son, Carter. My step-mom, Linda, stayed at the house with Seren to pass out candy while the rest of us took the kids door-to-door. They had a great time collecting candy and I have to say, Ella looked especially cute. Since she was born, I have referred to her as "The Bear" and every year I look for a bear costume. This year I found a very cute one at Pottery Barn Kids. I was very excited! Especially since this will probably be the last time I get to choose her costume for her.
Poor Seren was stuck in Ella's old spider costume. I kind of feel bad about not getting her an original costume, but it's a lot of money to spend on something she only wore for 20 minutes. She still looked adorable! Maybe next year...
Grace, Ella, and Jason on the hayride.
The cutest cat I've ever seen!
I love that they both look super annoyed!
So many legs!
A jedi, a bear, and a batarina (cross b/t a bat and a balletrina)
I think the tail was the best part of the costume!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Today Is Not My Day
I woke up to Ella quietly sobbing outside of my bedroom. When I asked her what was wrong she said her tummy hurt. This is nothing new...she often complains of stomach pain when she is hungry or has to go to the bathroom. I tried to get her to eat, she didn't want any breakfast. I asked her if she had to go to the bathroom, she said she didn't. So I sat her on my bed, turned on PBS and took a quick shower. When I got out of the shower, she was still sitting in the same spot but it looked like she had been crying. I asked her what was wrong and she said, "I drooled on your pillow." I thought that was kind of strange but told her it was fine and continued getting ready.
After I woke Grace up, I sat Ella at the kitchen table and coaxed her into eating some cereal. As she was eating, I went back to my bedroom to make the bed. That's when I saw it...Ella had not "drooled" on my pillow. She had vomited all over my bed. I quickly stripped the sheets off, put them in the washer, and inspected Ella. Sure enough, she had puke on her chin and all down the neck of her pajamas. I don't know how I had missed it earlier! By the time I got her in the bath, I knew there was no way I was going to make the almost hour long trip of taking Grace to school. Ella was barfing and Seren hadn't eaten yet. I called Jason and managed to drop Grace off with him and headed back home.
As soon as we got home, Ella threw up again. This time it was all over the carpet. I hurried and fed Seren, cleaned up the vomit, changed Ella again, and tried to get a little toast and juice in her stomach since she had just puked up breakfast. I really wanted to look over my notes one more time before my test this morning, but that obviously wasn't going to happen. I had just enough time to print out directions to the testing center and I was out the door.
So I drive. I drive the 25 minutes all the way to Dublin and when I get there, they tell me that they don't test on Fridays. WTF! I had just checked the email. I was at the right place at the right time and on the right day. There must be some mistake. Apparently there was. Someone had scheduled me for today, just not at the Dublin branch. I needed to go downtown. So I drive. I drive another 25 minutes from Dublin to downtown. I get there and of course, the parking lot is full. There is no place to park and I don't have any change on me because I wasn't expecting to have to park on the street DOWNTOWN! I circled around the building for fifteen minutes before I finally gave up. I decided to it was time to go home. Disaster. And the worst part is, I just wanted this test over with and instead I had to reschedule which means no free weekend - I still need to study!
To top it off, I became very homesick for Granview as I was driving down 33 today. I need to move back to that side of town.
After I woke Grace up, I sat Ella at the kitchen table and coaxed her into eating some cereal. As she was eating, I went back to my bedroom to make the bed. That's when I saw it...Ella had not "drooled" on my pillow. She had vomited all over my bed. I quickly stripped the sheets off, put them in the washer, and inspected Ella. Sure enough, she had puke on her chin and all down the neck of her pajamas. I don't know how I had missed it earlier! By the time I got her in the bath, I knew there was no way I was going to make the almost hour long trip of taking Grace to school. Ella was barfing and Seren hadn't eaten yet. I called Jason and managed to drop Grace off with him and headed back home.
As soon as we got home, Ella threw up again. This time it was all over the carpet. I hurried and fed Seren, cleaned up the vomit, changed Ella again, and tried to get a little toast and juice in her stomach since she had just puked up breakfast. I really wanted to look over my notes one more time before my test this morning, but that obviously wasn't going to happen. I had just enough time to print out directions to the testing center and I was out the door.
So I drive. I drive the 25 minutes all the way to Dublin and when I get there, they tell me that they don't test on Fridays. WTF! I had just checked the email. I was at the right place at the right time and on the right day. There must be some mistake. Apparently there was. Someone had scheduled me for today, just not at the Dublin branch. I needed to go downtown. So I drive. I drive another 25 minutes from Dublin to downtown. I get there and of course, the parking lot is full. There is no place to park and I don't have any change on me because I wasn't expecting to have to park on the street DOWNTOWN! I circled around the building for fifteen minutes before I finally gave up. I decided to it was time to go home. Disaster. And the worst part is, I just wanted this test over with and instead I had to reschedule which means no free weekend - I still need to study!
To top it off, I became very homesick for Granview as I was driving down 33 today. I need to move back to that side of town.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
A Break
I have done nothing but study for the last three days and I need a break! Thankfully my test is Friday so I only need to get through today and tomorrow. It's been a LONG time since I last studied for a test and this one is giving me severe anxiety because it's over 30 chapters! Hopefully I pass, I'll keep you updated!
Aside from studying I haven't really been doing too much. I put our bedroom back together since Jason finished painting it. I love the color! I bought new bedding for Ella and Grace. Their rooms are looking super cute and I was able to find a paint color for our bathroom too so the house is finally starting to come together. It only took me three years but that's what happens when you combine pickyness with procrastination!
I managed to fight off another bout of mastitis. This would have been the 5th time in the 5 months that Seren has been alive. Luckily it never became more than a sore breast...I didn't have any other symptoms and I didn't have to go on antibiotics. It magically cleared up on its own and I am not complaining!
I also took a few short breaks yesterday to send some baby advice to one of my closest friends, Heather. She is having a little boy in March and she asked me about registering, etc. I'm so excited that she is pregnant and I love being able to share all of this baby knowledge with a soon-to-be new mom! It's been pent up for 3 years! I also took a break to watch Modern Family. It's my new favorite show! If you haven't seen it, you should. It is hysterical!!
Ella has been a very busy girl. She finished soccer and was clearly the best player from beginning to end (said a very biased mom). She is also done with gymnastics for the time. We are going to take a small hiatus from activities due to the holidays and her third birthday! I'll probably re-enroll her in gymnastics starting in January and I would love to get her into a dance class but I can't find any dance classes for toddlers. If anyone has any ideas, let me know!
She has also been prepping for Trick or Treat. We are practicing knocking on the door, saying "trick or treat", receiving candy, and saying "thank you!". She is very excited to go tonight and I am very excited to eat her candy. I will be sure to post pictures of the event later.
Lately Ella has started telling knock knock jokes. It's pretty funny to watch because she doesn't always get the sequence right. She will tell them over and over. The girl never stops talking. She drones on and on for hours - in full paragraphs. She doesn't even seem like a toddler anymore. The bear is all grown up!
Seren is getting cuter everyday. At her 4 month check up she was in the 95th percentile in height and weight. That's why we call her Chubba! She always has a BIG smile on her face when she hears me or sees me. She is constantly cooing and (unfortunately for my ears) she has started screaming. It is high-pitched and it is loud! Ella and I also figured out how to make her laugh any time we want. We sing this song and jump around and Seren thinks it's the funniest thing ever! I will never post any pictures or video of that!
Yesterday the little Chub Chub managed to grab a handful of my hair and then pulled as hard as she could. When I started yelling in pain, she began laughing - really hard! Then I started yelling for Ella to help me and when I looked over at her, she was pointing and laughing too! I gave birth to two sadists! As if I'm not losing enough hair post-pregnancy, I really need someone to start pulling it out in chunks!
So, that's all we've been up too. Hopefully I will have some time to post Halloween pics tomorrow!
Aside from studying I haven't really been doing too much. I put our bedroom back together since Jason finished painting it. I love the color! I bought new bedding for Ella and Grace. Their rooms are looking super cute and I was able to find a paint color for our bathroom too so the house is finally starting to come together. It only took me three years but that's what happens when you combine pickyness with procrastination!
I managed to fight off another bout of mastitis. This would have been the 5th time in the 5 months that Seren has been alive. Luckily it never became more than a sore breast...I didn't have any other symptoms and I didn't have to go on antibiotics. It magically cleared up on its own and I am not complaining!
I also took a few short breaks yesterday to send some baby advice to one of my closest friends, Heather. She is having a little boy in March and she asked me about registering, etc. I'm so excited that she is pregnant and I love being able to share all of this baby knowledge with a soon-to-be new mom! It's been pent up for 3 years! I also took a break to watch Modern Family. It's my new favorite show! If you haven't seen it, you should. It is hysterical!!
Ella has been a very busy girl. She finished soccer and was clearly the best player from beginning to end (said a very biased mom). She is also done with gymnastics for the time. We are going to take a small hiatus from activities due to the holidays and her third birthday! I'll probably re-enroll her in gymnastics starting in January and I would love to get her into a dance class but I can't find any dance classes for toddlers. If anyone has any ideas, let me know!
She has also been prepping for Trick or Treat. We are practicing knocking on the door, saying "trick or treat", receiving candy, and saying "thank you!". She is very excited to go tonight and I am very excited to eat her candy. I will be sure to post pictures of the event later.
Lately Ella has started telling knock knock jokes. It's pretty funny to watch because she doesn't always get the sequence right. She will tell them over and over. The girl never stops talking. She drones on and on for hours - in full paragraphs. She doesn't even seem like a toddler anymore. The bear is all grown up!
Seren is getting cuter everyday. At her 4 month check up she was in the 95th percentile in height and weight. That's why we call her Chubba! She always has a BIG smile on her face when she hears me or sees me. She is constantly cooing and (unfortunately for my ears) she has started screaming. It is high-pitched and it is loud! Ella and I also figured out how to make her laugh any time we want. We sing this song and jump around and Seren thinks it's the funniest thing ever! I will never post any pictures or video of that!
Yesterday the little Chub Chub managed to grab a handful of my hair and then pulled as hard as she could. When I started yelling in pain, she began laughing - really hard! Then I started yelling for Ella to help me and when I looked over at her, she was pointing and laughing too! I gave birth to two sadists! As if I'm not losing enough hair post-pregnancy, I really need someone to start pulling it out in chunks!
So, that's all we've been up too. Hopefully I will have some time to post Halloween pics tomorrow!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Will This Ever End...
I had completely forgotten I started this blog until today! My good friend Courtney recently started one and that's what reminded me. Today was a great day to remember...
Jason has joint custody of his daughter Grace. She is here half of the week and at her mom's half of the week. Her mother (I will refer to her as "Trash", which is what Ella calls her) has made this week a nightmare. First, Grace became very sick with the flu (possibly H1N1) while in her care last weekend. Grace was still sick on Monday so she stayed home from school. Jason asked Trash if she needed him to take the day off of work and stay home with Grace. Trash claimed that she would be home with her all day. Long story short, Trash left the house at 8:30 in the morning and didn't return home until 4:30. She left an 8 year old child with a high fever alone all day.
I tried to call CPS, they couldn't do anything about it. Luckily Jason and I managed to catch her in the act and we will be bringing it up when we go back to court in March. Poor Grace was sick with a high fever and vomitting for 5 days and Trash never took her to the doctor. When Grace came into our custody, Jason took her to the doctor immediately.
Then, since Saturday was Trash's birthday, she was supposed to have Grace from 10am to 10am on Sunday. She didn't show up until 11:50. She never called or said she would be late. Then she texted Jason and told him they were going out of town on Sunday so he couldn't pick Grace up. He reminded Trash that the decision wasn't up to her and luckily, Jason managed to get Grace this morning. Then the psycho showed up 30 mins early to pick Grace up this evening. Again, she never called or said she was going to be early. She just thinks she can show up whenever she wants. When Jason told her she had to wait in her car, she began screaming at Jason in front of the kids. He closed the door to get her to stop and she began violently slamming on the horn and ringing our doorbell. She is a nut!
It just sucks because it's always something with her every other day. But I hate to dwell on it b/c it's so negative and I have so many things in my life that are positive! So that's enough! My next post will be much friendlier. Until then, here are a few recent pictures of my babies :)
Jason has joint custody of his daughter Grace. She is here half of the week and at her mom's half of the week. Her mother (I will refer to her as "Trash", which is what Ella calls her) has made this week a nightmare. First, Grace became very sick with the flu (possibly H1N1) while in her care last weekend. Grace was still sick on Monday so she stayed home from school. Jason asked Trash if she needed him to take the day off of work and stay home with Grace. Trash claimed that she would be home with her all day. Long story short, Trash left the house at 8:30 in the morning and didn't return home until 4:30. She left an 8 year old child with a high fever alone all day.
I tried to call CPS, they couldn't do anything about it. Luckily Jason and I managed to catch her in the act and we will be bringing it up when we go back to court in March. Poor Grace was sick with a high fever and vomitting for 5 days and Trash never took her to the doctor. When Grace came into our custody, Jason took her to the doctor immediately.
Then, since Saturday was Trash's birthday, she was supposed to have Grace from 10am to 10am on Sunday. She didn't show up until 11:50. She never called or said she would be late. Then she texted Jason and told him they were going out of town on Sunday so he couldn't pick Grace up. He reminded Trash that the decision wasn't up to her and luckily, Jason managed to get Grace this morning. Then the psycho showed up 30 mins early to pick Grace up this evening. Again, she never called or said she was going to be early. She just thinks she can show up whenever she wants. When Jason told her she had to wait in her car, she began screaming at Jason in front of the kids. He closed the door to get her to stop and she began violently slamming on the horn and ringing our doorbell. She is a nut!
It just sucks because it's always something with her every other day. But I hate to dwell on it b/c it's so negative and I have so many things in my life that are positive! So that's enough! My next post will be much friendlier. Until then, here are a few recent pictures of my babies :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009
The First
Hi! I am Jen. I am a 28 year old mother of two that lives in suburbia Ohio. I have been thinking about blogging for several years now. My good friend Bryan actually suggested it but he recommended Twitter. I'm not a big fan. It's too hard for me to post anything witty in such a small space. As it stands, I barely have time to shower, let alone blog, but I thought it was time I give it a try. So here it goes...
I have 2 very beautiful little girls. Ella is 2 and a half now and Seren is 3 months old today. Life before Seren was very different. My whole world revolved around Ella. I worried about every little thing impacting her life and actually used to drive myself to tears stressing out about what would happen to me if she died. (Crazy, I know!). Now that there are two of them, I don't have the energy to freak out about things I have no control over. Plus, I feel like I have become a much more relaxed mom. I still want my children to make the right choices and live their lives to the fullest but I've realized that it's okay for Ella to have some sugar once in awhile. A downside to Seren is that I think my patience level has dwindled down to zero. I used to think it was due to lack of sleep but I can't use that excuse now that she is sleeping 8-9 hours a night!
Right now I am a "stay-at-home" mom. This was a decision I made as soon as I found out I was pregnant. I had a horrific child-care experience when I was little and did not want my children to go through the same thing. But again, with the new relaxed, impatient me, I am now dying to go back to work. Unfortunately this is not the best time to find employment. After job-hunting for a little while when I was pregnant with Seren, I made the decision to get my second bachelor's degree in Human Resources before I go back to work. In fact, instead of typing up a paper I need to get done for a class, I am procrastinating by starting a blog! Good to know I haven't changed since college!
Speaking of college, I was very fortunate and made the best friends anyone could ask for at Ohio University. (Not to be confused with Ohio State - Go Bucks!). After graduation, we all went off to separate states but I have been really lucky this year and got to spend a lot of time with my girls this summer. My best friend, Shannon, is getting married on October 2nd and I am thrilled to be her maid of honor. Planning her bridal shower and bachelorette party have kept me busy this month. I can't wait until Labor Day weekend! My little sister, Jessica, is also getting married and has also asked me to be her maid of honor but luckily she's not getting married until next year. That gives me plenty of time to focus on each one separately!!
This is pretty much my life right now. I take care of my two little girls, my boyfriend, and his oldest daughter Grace. (Her mother is crazy...literally, she is a sociopath but that's a story for another day.) I am working hard at getting my second degree finished as soon as possible so that I can get out of the house for some adult interaction. And I'm gearing up for my responsibilities as a maid of honor. I guess I should get back to that paper now...maybe I'll take a break and post some pictures later :)
I have 2 very beautiful little girls. Ella is 2 and a half now and Seren is 3 months old today. Life before Seren was very different. My whole world revolved around Ella. I worried about every little thing impacting her life and actually used to drive myself to tears stressing out about what would happen to me if she died. (Crazy, I know!). Now that there are two of them, I don't have the energy to freak out about things I have no control over. Plus, I feel like I have become a much more relaxed mom. I still want my children to make the right choices and live their lives to the fullest but I've realized that it's okay for Ella to have some sugar once in awhile. A downside to Seren is that I think my patience level has dwindled down to zero. I used to think it was due to lack of sleep but I can't use that excuse now that she is sleeping 8-9 hours a night!
Right now I am a "stay-at-home" mom. This was a decision I made as soon as I found out I was pregnant. I had a horrific child-care experience when I was little and did not want my children to go through the same thing. But again, with the new relaxed, impatient me, I am now dying to go back to work. Unfortunately this is not the best time to find employment. After job-hunting for a little while when I was pregnant with Seren, I made the decision to get my second bachelor's degree in Human Resources before I go back to work. In fact, instead of typing up a paper I need to get done for a class, I am procrastinating by starting a blog! Good to know I haven't changed since college!
Speaking of college, I was very fortunate and made the best friends anyone could ask for at Ohio University. (Not to be confused with Ohio State - Go Bucks!). After graduation, we all went off to separate states but I have been really lucky this year and got to spend a lot of time with my girls this summer. My best friend, Shannon, is getting married on October 2nd and I am thrilled to be her maid of honor. Planning her bridal shower and bachelorette party have kept me busy this month. I can't wait until Labor Day weekend! My little sister, Jessica, is also getting married and has also asked me to be her maid of honor but luckily she's not getting married until next year. That gives me plenty of time to focus on each one separately!!
This is pretty much my life right now. I take care of my two little girls, my boyfriend, and his oldest daughter Grace. (Her mother is crazy...literally, she is a sociopath but that's a story for another day.) I am working hard at getting my second degree finished as soon as possible so that I can get out of the house for some adult interaction. And I'm gearing up for my responsibilities as a maid of honor. I guess I should get back to that paper now...maybe I'll take a break and post some pictures later :)
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